Relax?

I wasn't so unsure until I set the date. Now I vacillate daily between does he really need it, and wow he really needs it. But I just worry if he needs enough to warrant the general anesthesia, and if G-d forbid something goes wrong, and it's made worse or something happens to him is that something I could live with? I look at him at his cutest, which is just him being him, and I think: What are we going to do to him. I pray that he comes through this unscathed (except the part they are supposed to scathe), and that his sweet delicious disposition does not change. I think there may be a few more of these posts before November.